Thursday, December 30, 2010
My 2010
The first part of my year was spent taking care of my visa applications so I could make my European dreams come true. Being the obsessive-complusive that I am, I didn’t want to leave out any details. I do everything to get what I want and that situation was absolutely no exception. The whole process was filled with anticipation and stress over the outcome, but I stayed focused and positive. My notebook and cabinet door hopefully displayed photos of my destination countries, giving me a glimpse of what I wished was to come. And it did come! The opportunity to travel made me realize how strong and courageous I am as an individual, contrary to what I sometimes think. It made me realize how small I am compared to the world that is waiting for me to discover. It is very refreshingly unnerving to take that step out your hotel door and not know exactly where to go, the people you’re about to meet, the sights and sounds that you are about to witness. I awakened a passion that I always knew was in me but never knew in what magnitude. The whole experience will always and forever be one of the happiest ones in my life and I will look back fondly at it as I make more travel memories in the future.
In June I went back to my home, Cebu. As always, I was greeted with warm hugs and smiles and took great comfort in the people I grew up with. The whole experience inspired me to write a blog entry which led to another highlight of my year. I submitted that essay to the Philippine Daily Inquirer and it was published in the Youngblood section. You can only imagine my excitement seeing my name on print, since it has been one of my childhood dreams to be published in the country’s top broadsheet even just as a one-time contributor. That gave me a boost to continue writing whenever I have the time because I had almost forgotten the joy of being able to share my thoughts and feelings in a way that is very personal and sincere.
This year has also been very kind to me as it brought in a steady stream of work. They say God always provides and I can attest to that. I know I shouldn’t complain but I do sometimes and I regret that. What matters is I have the means to make a living and I should give the best that I can in whatever I do. Few are fortunate to work in the company of friends and I am one of those who are blessed with that chance. Hopefully 2011 will be just as or even more rewarding.
I am and will always be thankful to all of my friends who are very supportive and a joy to be with. They are always there to keep me sane when times get rough or simply when I want to bask in the company of good people. God blessed with me wonderful friends from different places and I may not get to see them as often as I would want to, but when I do it always feels as if no time was spent apart. Here’s to wishing we would get to spend more years together.
I am thankful for my family, who always takes excellent care of me even if sometimes I can be a baby. But that’s only because I’ve lived for quite a time on my own and now that I’m back with them I must say I missed being the baby :p This year we are missing my Ate Tess during the holidays, but we are looking forward to her return. I pray that everyone in my family, especially my parents, is blessed with good health and long life so that we may continue to enjoy many more Christmases, New Years, and birthdays together.
So now that 2011 is almost here, I wish that you would have as much or more things and people to be thankful for. There’s always a reason to be grateful as long as we see the good in everything. I can only hope and pray that we can make the New Year everything we want it to be. Here’s to a happier, healthier, and more exciting 2011… Cheers!
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Which is the better frozen yogurt?
Teriyaki boy yogato. I chanced upon yogato when we had my sister's birthday lunch at Teriyaki boy. Kudos to the exotic topping choices: japanese bread crumbs, black sesame seeds, apollo candies, mochi, and wasabi cream. The last one is only for the brave and although I'm brave enough for it my sis wasn't. I'll leave that one for another day.Yogato texture scores a 4 for me as well.
With so many fro yo places out there, my quest sees no immediate end. I'll be back for more.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Bon appetit in France!
Above are pastries we bought at Versailles. We ate these after taking some jumpshots near the Arc de Triomphe. They're so dainty! Even the packaging is cute.
UP friends, reunited!
As if we didn't have enough food, we headed to Conti's. I wanted the girls (and Baby Alfonso) to try the turtle pie but since it was unavailable, we had slices of sansrival, cheesecake, and choco overload with cups of coffee. Peluchi was right on time for dessert after her spa day and more talking ensued. It was so much fun looking back on old memories, wondering where old classmates went, and sharing stories about almost anything we thought was worth knowing about.
We thought that the night was over when Ja dropped us off along EDSA-Quezon Avenue. We thought wrong. A very 'engaging' conversation extended our supposed drop-off time from a few seconds to about thirty minutes and has provided Ja inspiration for our next meet-up. I dare not say where she plans to take everybody. Plans were loosely made, then it was kisses and goodbyes.
It feels wonderful to know that everyone in our small batch of 2nd sem 2004 graduates has his/her own place in the sun. Wherever we may go, whatever we do, I'd like to believe we shine just as brightly as we were meant to.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
A Day at the Museum (Liza Meets Mona Lisa)
Friday, July 16, 2010
Monday at Rocci and New Bombay
Eating at that place reminded me of the last few Indian meals I've had early this year.
It’s always so much fun catching up with friends, especially if it’s over good food. As usual, we had a great time chatting away while we dipped chapatti into the tikka masala sauce. We talked and bit every inch of the chutney-covered samosa.
There was still time and tummy room for dessert so I decided to bring Ces to Rocci, a small coffee and cake shop along Malugay St. When I say small, I mean four-table small. I stumbled upon Rocci when I was applying for my UK visa and needed a space to park. My first finds were their thin Belgian crisps and the delectable chocolate flourless cake.
For dessert that afternoon Ces tried the fudgy walnut brownie di gelato along with a cup of brewed coffee. I had the usual choco flourless cake and tried the iced coffee too.
A few hours and several hundreds or thousands of calories later, we were already talking about our next food trip. Up this Saturday, Crustasia with preggy Ja (and Baby Alfonso).
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Food tripping in Cebu
Lava Cake, I miss you!
Last but not the least, Cebu lechon. I had so much to squeeze in during my stay that I almost didn't have time to buy some. Good thing, there was an Ayer lechon stall right outside the Mactan Airport. I was afraid it wouldn't taste as good as the brands we usually bought, but I was proven wrong when I got back to Manila and had the lechon as late lunch. The skin was still crispy hours after it had been packed. The salt and spices flavor Cebu lechon so well that you wouldn't need any condiments to go with it. Stash away your Mang Tomas and toyomansi. I ate my homesickness away and somehow the Cebu lechon helped.
You would think I crossed out most of my food list after all those. Not really. I'll have to go back home for more wonderful food and of course, wonderful people to share it with.
Dinner at Happy Valley
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Our House In The Middle Of The Street
I was excited about going back home but anxiety crept in once in a while. It was my first time to visit Cebu after our house got sold and I didn’t know how I would feel about seeing other people live in it. But when the plane landed and I saw the Mactan airport sign, I was more than happy to be where I always wanted to be.
As Aiza drove us into the subdivision, I told her that everything seemed smaller. The roads were narrower, the houses tinier, but at the same time mostly nothing had changed. Maybe it was because we’re much bigger now than when we roamed, biked, and skated these streets. When we made that turn into the 12th street and I saw our old orange gate, I was surprised that I didn’t feel anything as emotional as I had expected. Maybe I’d anticipated it too much in the past I expended too much energy. It still felt sad to see that my Tatay’s plants weren’t taken care of, and that instead of our Lancer someone else’s Pajero was in the garage. It felt a little weird, that I was in Cebu and my family wasn’t there to greet me, and that for the very first time I was sleeping over at the neighbors’ house across. It had always been so convenient to stay up late at a friend’s place and then go home to my own house and sleep. We never found the opportunity for slumber parties but never failed to have all-nighters.
I brought my luggage into my friend’s room and looked around at the purple walls. It was comforting to see some of the artwork they’ve kept since elementary and a few pictures from way back. But even with the abundance of things it felt emptier with the absence of Katy. The quiet bed was begging for an occupant, and fortunately there I was. I proceeded to distribute a bit of pasalubong to our old neighbors and chatted with them as they asked about my family and how everyone’s doing. Everyone was offering me a room in their house, and I was warm with happiness and comfort.
A few days later, I went to my friend Aimee’s house and got the same feeling: an unusual hybrid of familiarity and strangeness. The house was still the same, save for some rearrangements and stuff indicative of change-Kaye’s law books, Aimee’s farm blueprints, and their very eager dog who seemed to love me, among other stuff. Their little sisters are all grown-up now, and they all seem closer as they spent the last few years living on their own.
On the day I left I thought I had enough willpower to stop myself from crying but as I wrote Aiza a farewell card, tears started streaming down my face. She will be leaving the country and only God knows when she’ll be back. I am selfishly sad about her going, but I can only be happy for the opportunities that await her. This is her great adventure. I said goodbye to Tito and Tita and we exchanged tight hugs. Being the crybaby that I am, you already know what happened. Tito, also on the brink of tears, assured me that I will always have a home whenever I decide to go back. (And while I’m writing these lines, I am trying my best not to cry.)
It will take me more time and organization before I can tell you about the things I did during my short stay. I had lots of fun being with people I missed so much, remembering all the things we did and building new memories together. I don’t know when everything changed. It may have happened gradually or in one sudden go, but now more than ever I feel like we’re on the brink of something big. More couples are now married and having kids, most of the barkada has moved out of the subdivision and another one of us is leaving the country. Who knows what will happen next? We’ve graduated from baking pizzas and cookies, going up the rooftops and waiting for shooting stars, eating pancit canton and spicy tuna, and the next time we get together there may be fewer of us than usual. But we will remain friends. I am crossing my fingers and wishing that stays the same.
As I took a last look at our old house I thought that losing it has made me realize many things. I was afraid of giving it up because I would lose the option to return to Cebu and stay for good if ever I changed my mind. I was only scared that I would lose my connection to the people I love, having less of a reason to go back because my family and house weren’t there anymore. But my trip made me realize I had more than enough reason. I may have lost a house but I haven’t lost my home.
6:34 June 29, 2010